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Some old Bullshit

by The Merry Prankster

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1.
Spiders and Snakes (Cranford Nix cover) 03:35
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Well fucking liars, fucking cheats I need some space to breathe I've got fucking headaches, fucking pain I've been tripping right down the drain I got thieving friends and man I don't need that I don't understand where their heads are at They don't care and you don't care Why are you so fucking unaware? Can't you see what you're doing to me? I found a way to dull the pain And I'm not going back reality again I said I'm hanging out with the spiders and the snakes Just trying to forget about all of the mistakes that I made Well my fucking girlfriends a fucking drag She's got things that I don't have She's fucking stupid, she's fucking dumb But she supplies the money and the drugs I got a fucking head and it's fucking dead I can't remember what I did or said I'm a fucking loser, I'm a fucking joke Trying to see the road through the cigarette smoke Can't you see what you're doing to me? I found a way to dull the pain And I'm not going back reality again I said I'm hanging out with the spiders and the snakes Just trying to forget about all of the mistakes That I made... That I made...
2.
Bong Grind 03:29
3.
Interstellar Mindfuck 05:49
4.
Song about breaking up 04:00
lyrics
it's been four weeks since your dog died and I haven't called you yet you were upset when we met last night I had the feeling that you don't know me I guess you could have figured that I'm not allright what's the matter with periods of time? don't complain I'm always running away when you're always running after me I feel stupid bothering you with philosophy when I can't even say what's on my mind finally last night you have figured out what kind of jerk I really am I'm just so fucking tired of talking this over again I'm sorry that you still don't understand even though I have always been honest with you you only believe the things you like you laugh about some radical ideas I have how can you still not know that this is who I really am? two months later nothing's allright I'm scared of calling you and if missing love ain't the problem I wonder why the fuck we seperate
5.
Dear Mum and Dad, I'm sorry (Anti-Drinking Song) 03:58
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staring in the mirror finding no evil reflection feelings that I get getting out of the subway train my breathing embraces life cause air doesn't cost a cent yet I thought there's nothing left to believe in except what I believed in the whole damn time help yourself there's just one more beer to go let's drain it down the sink just feeling exhausted by being alone feeling depressed cause there's no alcohol fucking with my head telling people that I hate my dad always asking where did I go wrong? gotta find the place where I'm not from let's forget yesterday and all of our addictions and fears let's get out of here leave this concrete cage help yourself cause there's no fucking way getting out of this alive taking out the trash for the first time in months feels good to be alive for the first time I remember don't hold the water back cause one day it will surround you in fact I don't know what I was talking about I gather all my friends let's run while the world is stuck in traffic jams I'm sick of fucking up!
6.
I still hate myself (Drinking Song) 02:15
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I couldn't write a song in months guess I'm all too busy getting drunk and trying not to feel as miserable as I used to feel today I've got to find something else for this thing I call my 'self' recently I had to break up with a girl that I still love it just became too hard to breathe I can't stand to be someone's property I hate to be the object of expectation I don't even care bout my expectations but now I feel pretty bad and she thinks that it's pretty sad that I couldn't stop drinking when we were still together and glad well I've been drinking for years and she bore it for almost five years guess that I have to say sorry and that I had a great time my dear
7.
Blind (feat. fArt) 03:03
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sometimes it feels like nothing is real except the way I feel sometimes I wonder who this mind belongs cause it doesn't belong to me but who am I to claim my existence? am I guilty or am I free? but why are they so fucking wrong on this planet? or is it just the way I feel? sometimes it seems like I have lost my mind but I became resigned gotta find a way to waver through this life looking for another kind sitting on the bed and it may rain outside but I can't tell cause it is night it's the fucking same how we percieve our surroundings I feel so blind
8.
This is not a Song 05:05
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spent last night on the telephone my bill keeps rising I ate the moon and shit on the clouds I want you far you want me close and ever since we started to think I wish we never had to begin and you know I never see the good side of things you pretend that you're feeling allright and the stupid question whose fault it is I guess it's mine I have to admit and now we're so close to the end we're gonna run give me your hand and is it really really worth all that? I hide in memories try not to forget how good it was but I stopped trying to bring it back cause it is pretty sad to think about what you might had but you've once lost but sometimes I think we have to move on soon the present will be gone and it's wrong to only think of the past it's the future we never want to forget so come on let's lay down our arms never give up listen to your heart cause it's important to live for yourself you can't feel if you're like somebody else one last time I hope you'll understand one last move and this is the end oh just look how pathetic I am but the ice is thin right where I stand I know you know I tried before but this is not the right moment to fall I hope
9.
101 Regime 05:02
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I'm sick and tired of hurting myself I can no longer recognize if I'm all myself where did all the people go? where are they coming from now? I made my mistakes now I know for whose sake I never really cared about if someone hates my guts but about the friends who stand by me I'm really giving a fuck even though I'm lonely and even though I'm depressed sometimes as long as I'm alive my little world's gonna be allright I'm sick and tired of searching the world for a reason for me to live my beliefs are empty I just have things to give building something out of nothing and I hope it stays like this I just didn't know where to go I just didn't know where to hide too real to be real: I'm still alive you're of familiar ways, you're of familiar minds you didn't leave me hanging the night I tried to end my life I just didn't know where to go I just didn't know where to hide too real to be real: I'm still alive you're of familiar ways, you're of familiar minds you didn't leave me hanging the night I wanted to die
10.
Fucked for Life 03:35
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the times in that I wanted to be who I am are over neuroses are eating up my brain, haven't witnessed a day in weeks sober people I've let down are letting me down on this side of the world and on the other love is somehow strange, I'm a loving cripple but it's the only reason why I'm still alive, my life ain't worth a dollar life is so fucked up I can't do anything about it the only reason why I'm still alive is caus I know it ain't forever it's a fucked up situation, I don't feel like doing anything but you're annoying me and you force me to suck your dick bad things happen to the people I know but they don't happen to me I feel like shit I'd like to die so everyone can be alive, this kind of living is fucked but noone except me wants to admit but someday it's gonna be over everyone has to leave this world so why do we have to achieve anything? our depressions are forced on us it's so ridiculous what we call life what's the matter with your society? I just wanna feel what it means to be alive but it's impossible to live outside your guidelines how can we be free if you don't know what it means? how can we live, if life's not what it seems?
11.
Bellyache 02:46
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as you were lying in the hospital i wished I could see you as you were sick I realized how much I need you everything that was in a bad light is just getting darker everything I hated just faded away and everything I could think of would led me right back to the hospital bed everything I could dream of were operations and evil doctors I wish myself the best, please let her come back!
12.
Crashing into the Moon Dub 03:22
13.
Trash Propaganda Dub 02:27
14.
Merry Dub 03:48
15.
Neal Cassady 02:05
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Liar 1:30 02:53
17.
Never Punx 01:24
lyrics
every generation's complety different from the last history is not repeating and we're growing up too fast that's why I'm so glad that we found each other we can walk through this mess hand in hand together you can go to Vermont and never call me back I'm waiting for a sign of yours it paints my whole heart black love and hate are all combined in on you can still be awesome even though we're not having fun we can work together help the society grow we can be a good role model for every little kid you know the answer's there, right there, right in front of me the answer to our questions is positivity you can do your growing up and shave your hair off write another song that makes me fall in love we all got things in our minds that make us wanna shout but we were never punx and we still aren't now
18.
060708 02:33
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the thin new layer of white fresh snow seems to be such a contrast to my black soul the fresh dropped dots of my red blood seem to be not red and good enough the blue sky in a blue car wanna reach heaven but it seems so far I'm tired of life but scared of death but it seems to be the only logic consequence you said you're coming with me but you won't go alone I said I gotta do this by myself please go home sitting by the trains staring at a billboard people passing by everybody seems so bored your life's so long you ask yourself what for? if you say you're gonna kill yourself you would be ignored i said I'll leave, leave the other day if you ask where I'm going I say too far away my mums yelling at me you're pessimistic, nihilistic you're telling me to go to hell, thank god I'm atheistic I you ask why I'm so quiet, please mind your own business if you ask if I'm satisfied I'd say no not with this shit one time I'll say I love life but a thousand times I'll say, dude, I wanna get high I think so much my life makes no progress if you ask about my future I'll say nothing, dude, I'm hopeless
19.
Meatball/Chelsea 01:24
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you were old when I was just a kid I was sixteen years old with my mind full of shit you couldn't know how I loved you at first sight you helped my disillusion you know how hard I try and I can still remember her pretty face You died one month after my birthday I never got so sad I met a girl she said I was too cute to be dead even though I lost everything my hope my love my cat I still remember her hair oh my god it was so red and I can still remember her pretty face today's six months after my birthday today she turns nineteen now she's in a college our time seems like a dream I don't dare to call her maybe she is mad but maybe she still loves me like I love my little cat and I can still remember her pretty face
20.
Orinoco 04:29
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we all can't remember how life was back in the day when we had nothing to do with the problems of the world but how can I go back in time? we would live in caves and live from the field and I would sing songs of how good it feels to be here but how can I ever feel so free? sometimes I just wanna burn the house down get rid of this everlasting society why can't we be all the same? our fore fore fore fathers didn't know about power and shame how can I go back in time? with the knowledge we won't and didn't have noone's looking down on you and noone laughs how can I ever feel so free? sometimes I just wanna burn the house down get rid of this everlasting society

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some of the songs I recorded between 2007 and 2015 chronologically backwards. it gets shittier towards the end :D

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released January 1, 2016

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