Emotional Fallout

by The Merry Prankster

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1.
down and out no cash for drugs policeman he hates my guts landlord wants to kick me out I have no rights without bank account I want them to be dead I can't forgive I can't forget come on folks let's get it started we'll burn their church and supermarkets we won't stop til every cop is dead every shop and bank is trashed down and out no cash for food watch out rent shark I'm coming after you let's burn the cities and burn the state let's kill mankind cause it's too late this species is doomed! I hate this state the cops the landlords the banks before I'll kill myself I want their world to end
2.
please don't tell me again, I'm lying to myself I'm glad these words they don't mean anything not to fall out of bed I'm holding on a straw guess I'm not ready yet for losing everything and now I'm running in circles, some movement at least ignoring love, surrender to the disease and now you're asking me if I want you to stay like if the decision wasn't already made and I haven't felt like this in years all this time it has been sleeping under my skin just one word was enough for me I'm repeating my mistakes until I'm dead and who would have thought that it will end like this? lost myself between ambition and sleeping in
3.
constantly wondering where to go, weakened feet solid hands, restless sleep, vertigo, nowhere to go shopping carts license test, mary jane, thoughts of trash convenience, mindless folks, miss my dog, burn my clothes medicine, sweaty bed, dead inside, loneliness stay at home, paralyzed, love is gone, open eyes lemonade, heart not gold, kitchen bugs, winter coat family plans, failed routine, policeman, TV screen hand in glove, head in sand, withdrawel, happiness childhood dreams frighten me, close my eyes til I can see medicine, sweaty bed, dead inside, loneliness stay at home, paralyzed, love is gone, open eyes
4.
Blink 187 01:26
to everyone who's struck by loneliness if hope is gone deep in your heart if you're sick of searching for an answer if your existence is war if your life and thoughts just move in circles alienated from all friends don't you dare to cut the circuit a little longer stand the pace find out what's good for your health what's good for yourself fuck other people cause they're the true hell don't ever give up though this world is fucked you're not the only one who feels that we're stuck I'm all by myself hate everyone else this world's full of shit don't allow it to prevail
5.
bonfires burning bright pumpkin faces in the night I remember halloween dead cats hanging from poles little dead are out in groves I remember halloween brown leafed vertigo where skeletal life is known I remember halloween this day anything goes burning bodies hanging from poles I remember halloween candy apples and razor blades little dead are soon in graves I remember halloween this day anything goes burning bodies hanging from poles I remember halloween
6.
Fearful 04:03
feels like we're moving on to a place that's not your home I don't have the guts that it takes to make it on my own even though I sleep all day long feels like I'm always on the run I feel so alone all my friends are gone seems like the worst of me repressed the best of you without you around now it fills this empty room I fall asleep at break of dawn in an empty bed Im out of luck, I'm waking up I feel so alone all my friends are gone
7.
wolf down, captain chaos and so on were wearing a mask but now it's gone this scene tends to adorn itself with big words in front of big fat lies that poison our world but actions leave me angry, devastated, desolated this double standard leaves me drowning in a sea of hatred it's time to adress the problems we have: hook-up culture, patriarchy and rape so ask yourself: 'how can I change?' show some respect or else you're soon be dead!
8.
now I wanna sniff some glue now I wanna have something to do all the kids wanna sniff some glue all the kids want something to do
9.
the place where I live is no longer a home I'm stuck in this city heartbroken and alone thought about death for far too long puke stains on my carpet and scars on my skin made me condemn all of my friends and kin wondering where the fuck have I been? this room is empty now and my phone is dead you'll keep on chasing me while I'll hide in bed I'm glad these tears they don't make a sound now everyone's gone and I don't even care address someone else with all that hot air I'll savor the silence of my despair puke stains on my carpet and scars on my skin made me condemn all of my friends and kin wondering where the fuck have I been? this room is empty now and my phone is dead you'll keep on chasing me while I'll hide in bed I'm stuck in misery but don't you dare to ask I hate my self-pity so I put on a mask I'm glad these tears they don't make a sound
10.
today's just one of these days the weight of the world is coming down on me too scared to leave the house, too weak to sleep thinking bout how you're leaving me behind like you wanna get the hell out of my life and soon you're gonna move to another town I think of the mistakes I made and of everyone that I betrayed every goddamn day I feel so fucking sad and lately I begin to see that being a shitty friend is coming back at me there's noone left to lose in this fucking town but I don't wanna die I hope that better days are coming still it hurts to be alive, I'm struggling without comrades getting used to be alone cause I hate everyone and I have lost all hope that I could ever change anything so I'm sitting here alone playing shitty punk rock songs to everyone who's drunk enough to care until I take my fucking life hell is gonna feel like paradise cause drug addiction's not a problem there but until then I could dream and fight but knowing I won't ever get things right I rather get fucking wasted every night cause I don't have to remember when I get fucked up that this petty world keeps driving me nuts one more beer and I'm puking out my guts but I don't wanna die I hope that better days are coming still it hurts to be alive, I'm struggling without comrades getting used to be alone cause I hate everyone and I have lost all hope that I could ever change anything
11.
I slit my wrist til the blood comes out I'm happy I finally made it I'm not a coward it takes strength to escape hooked on amphetamines stole my parents car now it fills with carbonmonoxide while I drive towards the cliff with a gun in my hand ready to shoot myself in the head

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released November 11, 2017

Music Video for 'I will die in this place' by Eric aka Lellektronic Art <3:

www.youtube.com/watch?v=qsnzyW2b1vo&feature=youtu.be

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