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Last Year

by The Merry Prankster

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1.
Home 01:46
well, I call this home now these empty rooms where the trash piles up so high I live on my own now like when I first moved to this city in july ten years ago and I don't feel any younger and I'm glad there's no one here to waste my time cause everyone has moved out and the chore wheel rolled away without goodbye yes, I call this home now these empty rooms where the trash piles up so high it smells like hell and there's nothing I can do about bugs in the kitchen and this itching in my bed me and my dog yeah all the neighbors hate us and the landlord is still trying to kick me out cause my home's a shithole a thorn in the eye for this uptight house
2.
thinking bout the time that lies behind without tears in my eyes I swear these sundays let me feel I'm alive not depression nor any hangover not even the scabies can bring me down I wish you'd skip school everyday so we can hang around for hours and hours the world can turn out there without us we're just happy for each other being here I'm fucking broke these days and I got busted on the train I'm sick of drinking and drugging my body is malfunctioning I'm struggling for years over years just to finish my degree used to worry bout all these petty problems but hey this is not me anymore cause I don't care this world's a bore you're smiling at me so sincere and that's what's real I've lost a couple of friends but I guess that's just the way things go still don't know if my dad hates me or loves me but I just don't care anymore and I still won't engage in any stupid fad with all those hypocrites I can't get along and I won't let myself be possessed by anyone I've been unhappy for too long but not anymore cause I'm just tired of searching for something no one ever gets so let's spend this sunday in bed
3.
I crashed my bike the other day my shoulder broke I knew it right away on my way home back from the doctor I thought from now on I'll get better the ambulance took me to the hospital my body was shaking from the pain they treated me like some kind of alien infectious punk gets locked away so if you think that it can't get any worse you don't understand this world at all I cried alone in the isolation room and prayed to every god I knew I guess that no one felt responsible my only companion will be my fear titanium will keep my bones in place at least I'll get painkillers for free they will get me through the days at my parents house cause they already drive me insane so if you think that it can't get any worse you don't understand this world at all I'd say fuck god and his mysterious tracks there's just no hope that can be found oh I can't wait to get home to lick my wounds it'll stop hurting when I see my friends again oh I'm so sick of doctors and hospitals where lotions and pills are my only friends oh I'm so scared please don't let go of my hand I think about you all night and day when I get out I swear I'll do the best I can to show everybody how happy I am so if you think that it keeps getting worse you'll have to find love on your own I'd say fuck god and his mysterious tracks there's just no hope that can be found
4.
the clouds move fast in the sky changes are keeping me alive let go of everything inside tells me my sober mind I've been so lonesome I could have died under full sail off to new coasts let go of everything I hated most now I know I've got a lot of friends I desperately depend on this is not the end I'm glad that this episode is through I found someone whose perspective is new finally I get some sleep at night cause I've been so tired of feeling sad I guess it's hard to keep in touch hard to love this world as such I know it sounds insane I found someone to ease the pain all the others can go to hell I've been tricked and treated for a year I drowned my clear sight in tears hindsight is easier than anything so tell me where's the point guess I'm so grateful I'm still here... I'm glad that this episode is through I found someone whose perspective is new finally I get some sleep at night cause I've been so tired of feeling sad

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released July 13, 2019

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