Emotional Fallout

by The Merry Prankster

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released November 11, 2017

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Track Name: Down and out (spoon full of hatred)
down and out no cash for drugs
policeman he hates my guts
landlord wants to kick me out
I have no rights without bank account
I want them to be dead
I can't forgive I can't forget

come on folks let's get it started
we'll burn their church and supermarkets
we won't stop til every cop is dead
every shop and bank is trashed

down and out no cash for food
watch out rent shark I'm coming after you
let's burn the cities and burn the state
let's kill mankind cause it's too late
this species is doomed!

I hate this state the cops the landlords the banks
before I'll kill myself I want their world to end
Track Name: Running in circles
please don't tell me again, I'm lying to myself
I'm glad these words they don't mean anything
not to fall out of bed I'm holding on a straw
guess I'm not ready yet for losing everything

and now I'm running in circles, some movement at least
ignoring love, surrender to the disease
and now you're asking me if I want you to stay
like if the decision wasn't already made

and I haven't felt like this in years
all this time it has been sleeping under my skin
just one word was enough for me
I'm repeating my mistakes until I'm dead
and who would have thought that it will end like this?
lost myself between ambition and sleeping in
Track Name: I will die in this place
constantly wondering where to go, weakened feet
solid hands, restless sleep, vertigo, nowhere to go
shopping carts license test, mary jane, thoughts of trash
convenience, mindless folks, miss my dog, burn my clothes

medicine, sweaty bed, dead inside, loneliness
stay at home, paralyzed, love is gone, open eyes

lemonade, heart not gold, kitchen bugs, winter coat
family plans, failed routine, policeman, TV screen
hand in glove, head in sand, withdrawel, happiness
childhood dreams frighten me, close my eyes til I can see

medicine, sweaty bed, dead inside, loneliness
stay at home, paralyzed, love is gone, open eyes
Track Name: Blink 187
to everyone who's struck by loneliness
if hope is gone deep in your heart
if you're sick of searching for an answer
if your existence is war

if your life and thoughts just move in circles
alienated from all friends
don't you dare to cut the circuit
a little longer stand the pace

find out what's good for your health
what's good for yourself
fuck other people cause they're the true hell
don't ever give up
though this world is fucked
you're not the only one who feels that we're stuck
I'm all by myself
hate everyone else
this world's full of shit don't allow it to prevail
Track Name: Halloween (Misfits cover)
bonfires burning bright
pumpkin faces in the night
I remember halloween

dead cats hanging from poles
little dead are out in groves
I remember halloween

brown leafed vertigo
where skeletal life is known
I remember halloween

this day anything goes
burning bodies hanging from poles
I remember halloween

candy apples and razor blades
little dead are soon in graves
I remember halloween

this day anything goes
burning bodies hanging from poles
I remember halloween
Track Name: Fearful
feels like we're moving on to a place that's not your home
I don't have the guts that it takes to make it on my own
even though I sleep all day long
feels like I'm always on the run

I feel so alone
all my friends are gone

seems like the worst of me repressed the best of you
without you around now it fills this empty room
I fall asleep at break of dawn in an empty bed
Im out of luck, I'm waking up

I feel so alone
all my friends are gone
Track Name: Kill a sexist!
wolf down, captain chaos and so on
were wearing a mask but now it's gone
this scene tends to adorn itself with big words
in front of big fat lies that poison our world
but actions leave me angry, devastated, desolated
this double standard leaves me drowning in a sea of hatred
it's time to adress the problems we have:
hook-up culture, patriarchy and rape
so ask yourself: 'how can I change?'
show some respect or else you're soon be dead!
Track Name: Now I wanna sniff some glue (Ramones cover)
now I wanna sniff some glue
now I wanna have something to do
all the kids wanna sniff some glue
all the kids want something to do
Track Name: Smiling depression
the place where I live is no longer a home
I'm stuck in this city heartbroken and alone
thought about death for far too long
puke stains on my carpet and scars on my skin
made me condemn all of my friends and kin
wondering where the fuck have I been?

this room is empty now and my phone is dead
you'll keep on chasing me while I'll hide in bed
I'm glad these tears they don't make a sound

now everyone's gone and I don't even care
address someone else with all that hot air
I'll savor the silence of my despair
puke stains on my carpet and scars on my skin
made me condemn all of my friends and kin
wondering where the fuck have I been?

this room is empty now and my phone is dead
you'll keep on chasing me while I'll hide in bed
I'm stuck in misery but don't you dare to ask
I hate my self-pity so I put on a mask
I'm glad these tears they don't make a sound
Track Name: Breaking out of the nuthouse
today's just one of these days
the weight of the world is coming down on me
too scared to leave the house, too weak to sleep
thinking bout how you're leaving me behind
like you wanna get the hell out of my life
and soon you're gonna move to another town
I think of the mistakes I made
and of everyone that I betrayed
every goddamn day I feel so fucking sad
and lately I begin to see
that being a shitty friend is coming back at me
there's noone left to lose in this fucking town

but I don't wanna die I hope that better days are coming
still it hurts to be alive, I'm struggling without comrades
getting used to be alone cause I hate everyone
and I have lost all hope that I could ever change anything

so I'm sitting here alone
playing shitty punk rock songs
to everyone who's drunk enough to care
until I take my fucking life
hell is gonna feel like paradise
cause drug addiction's not a problem there
but until then I could dream and fight
but knowing I won't ever get things right
I rather get fucking wasted every night
cause I don't have to remember when I get fucked up
that this petty world keeps driving me nuts
one more beer and I'm puking out my guts

but I don't wanna die I hope that better days are coming
still it hurts to be alive, I'm struggling without comrades
getting used to be alone cause I hate everyone
and I have lost all hope that I could ever change anything
Track Name: Drug delusion dub
I slit my wrist til the blood comes out
I'm happy I finally made it
I'm not a coward
it takes strength to escape
hooked on amphetamines
stole my parents car
now it fills with carbonmonoxide
while I drive towards the cliff
with a gun in my hand
ready to shoot myself in the head

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