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Fear
02:34
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panic attacks, delusional ideas
I'm afraid of going out so I will stay right here
there's a ringing at my door and my heart skips a beat
is it just the postman or the fucking police?
hoarding food and drugs so I won't have to leave the house for days
keeping all the curtains closed, dim the lights, stay away
I'm avoiding company, when I'm alone I'm feeling free
every stranger in the street is my fucking enemy
back in the days monsters under bed
today these voices inside my head
the world outside is a constant thread
when I get back I lock the doors to my shack
every day it's the same old fight
will I hide in my bed or will I make it outside?
glancing through the crack in the door
who's that stranger in the hall?
I wake up with a headache everyday
my guts feel like they are not ok
blood comes out my ass and I'm afraid
will I make it through another day?
I'll drink myself to death or I'll drink myself to sleep
will I get my shit together or will I fall in a heap?
can't remember yesterday but there is puke on my feet
my hands are shaking and I'm breaking away from me
I won't drink ever again but when the sun sets in the west
my mind plays tricks on me telling me to take a rest
tomorrow is another day when I can do my best
do your job, pay your bills, keep your fears in check
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Control
02:51
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Liquid Metal
04:01
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