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Breaking out of the nuthouse

from Emotional Fallout by The Merry Prankster

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today's just one of these days
the weight of the world is coming down on me
too scared to leave the house, too weak to sleep
thinking bout how you're leaving me behind
like you wanna get the hell out of my life
and soon you're gonna move to another town
I think of the mistakes I made
and of everyone that I betrayed
every goddamn day I feel so fucking sad
and lately I begin to see
that being a shitty friend is coming back at me
there's noone left to lose in this fucking town

but I don't wanna die I hope that better days are coming
still it hurts to be alive, I'm struggling without comrades
getting used to be alone cause I hate everyone
and I have lost all hope that I could ever change anything

so I'm sitting here alone
playing shitty punk rock songs
to everyone who's drunk enough to care
until I take my fucking life
hell is gonna feel like paradise
cause drug addiction's not a problem there
but until then I could dream and fight
but knowing I won't ever get things right
I rather get fucking wasted every night
cause I don't have to remember when I get fucked up
that this petty world keeps driving me nuts
one more beer and I'm puking out my guts

but I don't wanna die I hope that better days are coming
still it hurts to be alive, I'm struggling without comrades
getting used to be alone cause I hate everyone
and I have lost all hope that I could ever change anything

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from Emotional Fallout, released November 11, 2017

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